I'm dead, this fic killed me!I cried like a blubbering idiot. I too was like, how can Jensen not love Jared? I felt so bad for the two of them. That ending, dear lord, not expecting it, but how else could it end? Am i a freak for saying that the sex was hot? You just write sex scenes so well.Loved this fic, really brought out some emotions in me, thanks for departing from the 'schmink' for this one, i do love your other stuff though.